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day my mom back, before to airport |
Time goes so past, sometime I saw him in campus, In Library, But we was busy each others. I know him but I not really close, just know him , he is an Uzbek guys n Muslim man. that all, I don't know his name, I just like to see his face, so funny and different from others.
3 years in my campus, I also join with many organization but have not any organization same with him, so I don't know him a lot. and I had finish my study and have to left my campus, and I never think that I will meet him again.
we don't know what God plan for us, we can made plan but God made decision, 10 days before the day for my convocation at 5 Oct 2011, I have an accident in my hometown , It really out of our control. my arms was break ( arms fracture) . so it really had for me to made the decision , I want to celebrate my convocation day with all my lovely friend tourism mate but I have no choice,I can't go abroad with that condition, I was so hard for me, I was cried why this must be happen to me before on the day of my special day. some one told me everything must be Alhamdullilah , even is so hard , but I must to sincere for all this happen to me. Must believe that God always give the best for me.so I just say Good bye for my convocation day, Inshallah maybe I will take my convocation in next years. luckily i was health when the sea games 26, I really thanks to Allah, that I still join this Program.
I was confuse to stay in my hometown or back MY. really as long as my grandparents live ,I want stay in my hometown, even I really love to traveling abroad. so decide just to stay in my country until I can't see my grandpa again.
in early 2012, my condition was great, I have an invitation, that my best friends n my best course mate has going to married on 2nd February, Really I want to see her in her special day with his special man. really I love,in that I just pray can go or not, cause at that time I also don't have much money.so remember my family situation, I have plan to MY again. to continue master or find job. but in my deep hearts I was so hard to left my hometown, so I decide to go MY for my wedding party and also to find job. but I still not sure that i want to find job in MY at that time, but I try.
so I coming to MY with my mom cause I want to show my mom hows the wedding in MY and I honestly i need friends too, cause I fell tired alone. well , done one week with my mom and my friends family it was a great time , KL looks so nice when I come there with the one I love. Really I enjoy the day when my mom with me in MY. one week left my mom must back to hometown Palembang, and I left in MY struggle my life alone again. it's so hard for me to left my mom back , but it must because mom have to work too. Then my life become alone again. oneday before my mom back, I was thinking should I back again to Palembang or still keep survive even alone in KL. the days is coming , I just pray . Oh God please give the best for me, before deliver my mom to airport.I intentionally to bring mama around KL, because later when mom was home, I still remember my mom was ever here with me.
at the airport I was cried ,so I told to my mom , one day please allow me if I married with man different country,but the same religion. yeah mom told yes, as long as he is Muslim and God bless why not, really felt a little bit happy, but still so hard to allow my mom go back.but I have to let her go. I was so upset, and I fell alone, I cried and just pray everything will OK with my mom. so that one way back from airport , I just try to find any of friends in any place. I don't want directly back to our condo, I want to refresh my mind and don't want my new mate see me look so sad when i back home.
in the bus I was thinking, where I should to go? in the bus I got sit mate, he never to KLCC, even he is a local but he don't know the direction to KLCC. yeah I think , I need people help , why don't I help people too.
so suddenly I become a tour guide KLCC, heheh.
we stop at KL central, when I was want teach him how to buy the train ticket, I meet my friends , my campus friend, and I say hello..."haiii, where u want to go? he said to universiti, and u? I said KLCC ".." yeah we know each other in campus but we haven't close yet.I was really happy can meet again with my campus mate in the crowded of KL , a Thousand of people there, when I meet my old fren , o I'm become very happy. i want to more but I can't coz we are in the line to buy the ticket. actually in deep of my heart i still want talk. well after got the ticket.we enter gate, yeah fell a little bit upset coz we are not the same direction. suddenly the guys that I have to guide, he need to go to toilet. while I wait still can see my fren going to lift, so directly I said " hey , what's ur number? . he said give ur number I will save, I said I don't remember my number, hahah . how can...yeah it's my new number, so i take the magazine, I said write here.., oke I call u later, keep in touch..bye " hahah so funny that moment.
okey guys that the story how I meet again with my old friend who have a big brain.
Big brain. Big Money..hehehe :)
Ps: mid nite after I chat with him.