Megan avenue , My internship

Bissimalahhirohmannirohim
In The name of God Allah Swt Most Gracious Most Merciful.


Today I'm working a  half day in this company..
One of the travel Agency  at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng Kuala Lumpur.
In this room, I'm alone cause the others was back already ,some still doing his job  in other room, and some others taking lunch together.

Actually , in this morning I weak up earlier , at 2.00 am in the midnight.
However I just go to sleep at 12.00 midnight.

Last night I was weak up , and thinking about something, someone. Something that so far for me..
But he is very close in my heart.
I was thinking some one , I love the most...

Well. I was thinking of my Grandparent (Bakas) ..
one of my idol in my life...
now he is stay at hospital Pertamina Plaju Palembang.

when I hear mygrandfa in hospital.. i don't know my heart feel so hard.
fell so sad..
and i really want to cried..
I know my grandparents since I was baby...
i felt they almost like my parents...
I LOVE them , almost the as my love to my parents.
right now in Kuala Lumpur , I Miss Him so much...
I know life always change...
now my family was not really well,
my aunt, (my dad's sister) I call her Uwak..
she also stay at hospital , Mohammad Husein Hospital...
I can not imagine how busy my parent to manage the time...

for family, for job, for business, and for pray to Allah..
I Just hope ...
O my God, please give the best for them...
however I'm not beside them..
but hopefully I always remember to send Pray to them..
cause only pray that i can give to them....
Really Ya Allah..
if you want to take of one them from us..
please..please..please ...make me beside them..
Please take them, when I were stay with them...
I want to see them in last minute of their life...
now my position still study in oversea,, not easy for me to back to my country....
this Lebaran( hari Raya Idul Fitri) this my first time not to back to my country...
first time not stay together enjoy the lebaran with my real family....
I Can not imagine it...
hopefully...I can enjoy this lebaran with other family too in here...
and the most i really afraid that
was my grandpa...
Ya Allah only you know my felling..
hopefully after this practicum , you show the best way for my future...
and i really want back to my hometown to stay with my grandparent..
I want serve them first before they leave gone from this worlds...

ya Allah please all of the best in Your Eyes. for this world and for the end of this life...
hopefully, my country Indonesia and Malaysia..can life together in peace...
no body want war. and no body want the problem...
please Allah Give the best way for all of us,...

one things that I always remember,,,
every body in this world basically are the same ,
they want all peace, happy and success...
but the way the reach these , sometime different...
because of that God, Only you have the power for all of this,,
i will accept everything you give to me,..
after i Do my best, I do as best as I can...
after I did my Best effort ,Pray with YOU and of course bless from my parents...
I believe one day I can be the person , who can change the world to better condition,....
no body is perfect but, I always do my best,and minimize my mistake...
and always improve my self in every day....


Thanx God for everything that you give me today..
today is better than yesterday
hopefully tomorrow is better than today...
and everyday, everything i Have done I always remember with you.....

Big ,,and Really Hope everything with you...
I'll do my best , everything the result back to Allah...

Thanx Allah..
thanx my parents.
thanx my grandparents...
and thanks every one...
you are make color in my life....

This my internship office, Belantara holiday

berlantara hOlidays
reservation department...
alone in this room....
Saturday in story

Wise words….

• You can be like this...

This because your action in last time…

• When you think that you can not do...

So everything can be the reason for you to not do that...

But when you think that you can

So everything can be the way for you to do that…

• When you are felt calm so everything can look clear

But when you are haste so everything looks unclear...

• All the alphabet are the same,

But the different only on the way you manage that alphabet

Become the powerful and Wise words…

• You can not look the beautiful in this life…

If your mind still Negative Thinking…

• To made happy in this Life is Always to Positive Thinking

However you in Bad condition...

Because Positive thinking will help you to solve the Problem

And negative thinking will bring small problem become big problem…

• Don’t ever write your goodness on the sands

Just let other people write your Goodness on the stone

• You work not for money , but work for learned

Just let Money work for you...

27 /07/ 2010

Wise words….

• Enjoy Your Work

Like You

Enjoy Your Game…

• Time felt so fast when busy with do something…

Times felt so slow when you doing nothing

• I can not know the real of them before

I involved direct to them,

• Everything that you have done

That your responsibility...

• You become the mature person when you can

Love story is Never end

This About Love Story of Me.....

Some people asked me about love,,,
but I can not to describe it with the words..
I just can show the love by the action,,
because for me mouth can be lie, but body n is not easy to lie....

talk about love...

well better I combine English and Indonesian...
karena dalam cerita ini semuanya masih orang -orang Indonesia ..atau orang yang masih paham bahasa melayu
baiknya saya cerita dengan bahasa ibu kami... Bahasa Indonesia.

beberapa teman , tepatnya teman2 melayu saya ,,,.
menanyakan status saya...
mereka bertanya..dan saya sulit untuk menjawab...

baiklah ini blog ga saya promosin ,,,kalau pun ada yg baca blog ini ..
berarti mereka yg sengaja mencari tahu siapa saya , atau kebetulan tulisan saya nyakut di articel yg lagi dicari....



gini , saya pengen ngejawab pertanyaan teman2 ku( housemate ku, roomateku) tentang cerita cinta hidup saya...
waduh kayaknya baik saya pake gw , lo aja ya dari pada saya kamu...
itu seolah formal banget ya...ya masalah lah ya nanti kalau lihat ini blog campur-campur panggilannya,karena saya bias kalau dirumah dan di kelas pake bahasa yang saya kamu, tapi di kalangan temen , kadang jadi lo gw...

ini cerita cinta hidup saya..
sebelumnya banyk teman saya nanyai
"ju, kamu udah pernah pacar blm sch?"
ada juga yg nanya
"udah pacaran berapa kali???"
"ju, pernah ngerasin pacar ga??"

kalau udah pertanyaan kayak gitu saya cuman bisa jawab asal2 atau pun senyum2 doang....
sebab saya juga ga bisa menceritain detail tentang cerita cinta saya ke orang satu-satu...
karena saya terkandang cuek masalah cinta...
padahal saya cewek lho,

saya sendiri jadi ga ngerti kenapa saya jadi agak sedikit ga peka dengan namanya pacaran...

ya Alllah , semoga aja ini terbaik buat hamba

karena hamba ga pernah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba karena itu hamba

selalu berdoa

Ya Allah berikanlah yang terbaik untuk kami semua,

terbaik di dunia dan akhirat...